To be fair there were 10 people in the group today. A couple of people are dealing with long term pain issues. A couple more people are dealing with deaths in their family. The Buddhist schizophrenic just enjoys being in groups that seek to elevate their mood....
and I am there because I am worn out.
Is it ok to say that?
For so many years I have been advocating for my son, helping other parents, writing... and now I'm tired. My homework for this week is to schedule time for a pleasurable activity. My first thought was, "I can't waste my time on that, I've got books to read, a book to write, kids to teach..." Ugh- having fun use to be my primary mode of operation!
Back to goals the only ones I could come up with were:
- Having coffee with my neighbor friend down the road.
- Visiting with Bev.
- Reading the whole Sunday paper while eating a maple bar.